Its like I don’t exist! There Jessica the beautiful one, Nita the fun one, Victoria is the brains and Cindy is crazy. Where do I come into this picture? At home its just as bad…cause Jen is the cute one! Its like I’m invisible. I know at least three people can see me but still, like on the bus today…CB was on my bus one and two I was trying to take a quick nap and I kept getting elbowed and leaned on. It was so annoying, I even got smacked in the back of the head! With no apologies! And now I’ve completely lost Jessica, Whats next?!?!? Am I gonna lose my singing voice or another one of my three true friends?!?!?
I such a fool… Wednesday, Sep 19 2007
Uncategorized 11:14 pm
I might lose my two best friends because of a petty argument…neither are talking to me! I feel so stupid cause if I lose either of them I don’t know how long I would last. If either of you are reading this I’m sorry ok…everyone makes mistakes!
To Cody Tuesday, Sep 11 2007
Uncategorized 2:23 am
Nita:
Listen, you asstard. My best friend was bawling because of you. Yeah, maybe she did break up with Josh to go out with you, but that’s between her and Josh. YOU certainly seemed happy enough to go out with her, from what I hear. You were perfectly fine with being her boyfriend. And then you dump her the first time you doubt your feelings just a little? Uh, no, sorry. That’s not how things work. ESPECIALLY not when you act like that to her. She was crying for five days because of you! If you’re so insensitive as to not care that you made someone cry that much, then you don’t deserve a girlfriend, and I truly pity any girl that ever places her heart in your hands. If you think for one second that her friends will stand by and let you toy with her emotions, think again. Straighten up your act, or face our wrath.
I Wuv My Guardian Angel! Friday, Sep 7 2007
Uncategorized 2:35 am
She has helped me so much today…I just want to share what she just said to me
Crystal: “I need you to love me!” I Need You To Love Me – Barlow Girls says:
(is it really his lose?)
“Imperfect Girl” Hannah says:
(Yes.)
Crystal: “I need you to love me!” I Need You To Love Me – Barlow Girls says:
(explain?)
“Imperfect Girl” Hannah says:
(You’re an angelic girl, Amanda, with a lot of talent. You’re kind, sweet…. You’re confident and smart… You always know what to say to cheer people up, Amanda.
So, really, Cody’s lost a great girl. And, yes, it hurts, but what have you really lost? A guy that runs the first time he doubts his feelings?
As Amy Grant said,
“Gotta stay put for love to last,
Why you gotta say
That love has gone away;
It’s not like that.
Everybody hurts when the feelings fade,
If you want ‘em back
You know you gotta stay,
No running.
Love’s coming back,
Like only love can do.”)
Crystal: “I need you to love me!” I Need You To Love Me – Barlow Girls says:
(*wipes away happy tears* Thank you So much Nita!)
“Imperfect Girl” Hannah says:
(*hugs and spreads the word that Cody’s an asstard*)
Crystal: “I need you to love me!” I Need You To Love Me – Barlow Girls says:
(nice *hugs back*)
Shattered Heart Thursday, Sep 6 2007
Uncategorized 10:08 pm
Well…I got my heart shattered and stepped on today. My four month long relationship with Cody ended with me practically bawling all day…and on the bus. If he happens to be reading this, then he should know he pissed off a lot of people. Why am I hurt so much? I liked him so much and he just ended it because he “didn’t feel anything anymore”. I should just give up on love completely…I always end up hurt in the end so what’s the point. </3
What the Hell?!?!? Wednesday, Sep 5 2007
Uncategorized 9:57 pm
A lot of my friends are ignoring me and its upsetting me…I have maybe, four of my friends talking to me…and no one will tell me what I did! The worst is that I think I’m losing a true friend its starting to hurt a lot. So if you know can you please tell me what the hell I did?
DaVinci Code? Sunday, Sep 2 2007
Uncategorized 3:45 pm
I watched the movie last night and understood a lot of it and a lot of the stuff really could be plausible, but a lot of it I don’t believe. I’m going to try reading the book but the one that really got me thinking was the Last Supper explanation. So, if you are a church goer, please don’t flame me…I know the line between fact and fiction.
